So.

I've had a lot of difficult choices to make lately. Actually, let me rephrase that, I've had lots of difficult choices that I should have made lately, and yet, have not. I was telling someone last night that I really wish I could have some easy sailing. You know, time where my most pressing decision is, I don't know, what to wear in the morning or where to eat this weekend. But as I think about it, I wonder if the reason I keep having big decisions to make is because I avoid making them. Like is this a lesson (making the tough choices) I need to learn, and it's going to keep getting presented to me until I figure it out? This is what my friend calls the Lazy Susan approach. It's going to keep coming around until I take it off and deal with it.